Guilt. :(
Its been killing me. I want to do so many things for people but I just dont have enough time and energy to accommodate everyone.
I've changed since last year and I dont think its for the better and I dont know what to do to get back, if I even want to get back. I've done things this year that I would not condone last year. I'm even ashamed of some of it. -__-
I've lost in touch with people I care about and I feel so bad but I feel like dug myself in a hole and I cant get out.
My standards are lower, my expectations of myself and others are lower. I need time to rethink and get back to what I used to know, what I used to believe.
Maybe this life isnt for me.
Who the hell are you!?
- ChicPea
- I am a college student and ever since I discovered Google Reader, I've been inspired to write my own blog. I don't consider my life very blog worthy, but I think that expressing your thoughts is just really therapeutic and made me realize a lot of things. And yes, that silhouette is really me with some exaggerated eye lashes :)
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