11.22.09

Its been a rough couple days. I realized how selfish some people can be. Its sad that people lie, fake stuff, and complain and just others back. I'm just really disappointed.

11.20.09

I feel disconnected from people. I dont know who to trust anymore. "im grasping you to try to hold on to our friendship" "I sold my soul dont you do it too. " I cant wait till saturday is over. Next semester I will try harder.

11.09.09

I want to be chased. Or at least I think I do.

But the ones that chase me, I'm not interested in.

What a dilemma.

11.05.09

I wish I could be a good student like you. Procrastination is a bitch.

It was like a movie. Sitting on the benches, eating and conversing, the light from the lamps polluting the sky as we searched for the stars.

Until next time.

11.03.09

I cant help it. I had to post despite the midst of crazy studying.
its just a guy, its just a guy. I'm such a dork.

Loving can cost a lot but not loving always costs more, and those who fear to love often find that want of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life.

If only I can convince myself to not fear and listen to Leona Lewis. Hah.

The last guy really messed me up man. Im scared that things will get complicated before anything even started. Wuss I am indeed.

I'm just trying to be happy.

11.2.09

Happy- Leona Lewis

someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy, yea
just wanna be happy, yea

I just want to be happy....Do what you gotta do.

11.1.09

Topic of the day: MAN WHORES

I feel like in Berkeley, any relatively good looking guys end up being man whores. Tsk rarely do I find one that I wouldnt be scared to catch a disease from. Hah. The end.

Boys need to watch where they put their hands. And they wonder why girls label them as creepers. Indeed.