Tell me what you see when you look at me...

So welcome week isnt so welcoming I realized. I see all these people that were in my life last year on campus but I realized I dont have much to talk about with these people. I dont know if its because I have suddenly become unable to carry a conversation for too long, or if these people I thought were my friends, were actually accaintances? And thats when I realized, I really dont have that many friends. Well I have realized this a few times but still, everytime I realize it, it makes me more sad.